Bloody spasms have been spectacularly bad today – I seem to get different spasms now – both legs jerk so hard that my knees and feet lift up and it tips me forward. They happen about once a minute.
I don’t know what these different spasms signify, but for sure it’ll be something.
I’ve had a stressful ( as in stressful beyond my normal stress ) few days. I’m tired from not sleeping and I’m run down.
My first operation may now be on August 23rd ( the second will happen about a week later ) and then probably in hospital til October.
This will mean my new ‘ apprentices’ at work won’t get my very detailed help and input, which is a shame for them for sure.
I don’t like letting people down, but it’s how my life is now.
Today has not been a good day, tho I did see a friend (Amber ) and managed a hair cut. It seems so little to achieve in a whole day, but I’m looking for positives!
Well done for keeping an eye on the positives in tough times! Fingers crossed they don’t change the date on the operation so you can keep moving forward. I hope to visit in the next couple of weeks and will definitely be there when you’re in hospital! Mx
I thought you were in Portugal now…. Sorry to hear things are worse. I don’t have a very busy day tomorrow, & coukd come by if you like. Hope you manage to get some sleep.