My situation is that I own ( mortgaged ) an apartment in the Algarve. Whilst nice enough, it is full of the memories of my previous life, which are now haunting me.

I don’t know anyone here, and don’t want to spend my time drinking in bars, and becoming some wheelchair bar freak.  As I’ve very little to go back to Britain for, maybe I’ll halt the sale of this place ( early stages ) and stay here?

I was going to come back on the 2nd but if i can secure a carer hère, then I won’t – I’ll stay and save myself the fear of everything going wrong in London, and myself ending up stuck and unwanted. Feeling a nuisance is a real dent in an already battered body and mind.

I’ll decide on Monday what I’m going to do.