Sorry mate – I did have a quick skim read through it last night and I’ll read more in detail when I get more time later.
Sorry to hear about your problems getting to see your kids. That must be fucking difficult – I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t see my daughter (she’s 9 next week). She’s pretty much the only thing that keeps me going if I’m honest.
I have her two nights a week (Tuesday and Saturday) and spend most of the day Sunday with her. To be honest I spend half my life feeling suicidal but the thought of her, keeps me from doing anything silly like that….