I just drove around the bend I’ve chosen, 5 minutes ago.
Barrier, trees and a fence.
I slowed for a better look, and am pretty sure there s nothing behind the fence that my car might end up in.

Driving in tears probably isn’t safe, so I have to try not to do that, for the sake of other motorists.

I honestly don’t know why I am in tears, as I honestly don’t give a flying fuck.