I’ve no fight left in me at all.
This is a different place from before.
The feeling of total apathy is an odd situation to be in, and is new to me.
I’ve sat in a gym bike for 30 minutes and not even turned the cranks.
Me? Exercise fanatic/ all I know about the positive effects of exercise, yet no impulse at all to even hold the pedals.
I hear you Russ.
It is frightening, for those of us you inspire, to hear your desperation.
But I will keep listening.
xx
Hi there, sorry to post this on here but could you give me an update on Selcuk. I used to see him at the Staines branch and also at Feltham when I used to pass the shop. I have looked on face book but there have been no updates for quite some time now. I often wonder how he is and I am sorry to hear that you are not doing so well at the moment. I read your blog quite often. Thank you……
Hi Russ
Today my heart goes out to you, to hear you so flat after braving the past year +.. Don’t ever give in, you are such an amazing person, believe me! You are an inspiration to so many people
I have a very close friend who decided to give up on living in our world 3 years ago and won’t accept any help. We have tried so hard to help her but she doesn’t want help.
I don’t see that in you..you fight all the time, so please go on fighting, you have so many special people around you and still so much to give.
Sue
Come on lovely, chin up.
We’re right behind you.
x