God I wish I could just sometimes go and lie down on the sofa and sleep.
My world of fixed straight spine to pelvis denies me that.
I can’t transfer onto a sofa or anything, so am confined to my chair all the time, until I get help into bed.

My legs are far stiffer than ever, and spasm a lot still. As a consequence, they seem to have put on more muscle again – so look just fine but weigh a ton.

Positive thinking makes it tolerable. That and accepting occasional sleep sat bolt upright. I wake from a short sleep with a sore neck, but short of getting a neck brace, what can I do?