I went with G and saw A Star is Born at the pictures today.
It’s a lovely film, with a tragic ending. He kills himself at the end, to save her career. That’s how he’s thought it through, you see. To him it made perfect sense – everyone was better off without him being around.
I was dragged back to the night when I did that. There was a complete conviction that I was doing the right thing – well you can’t do it unless you’re sure of that, or I couldn’t have done anyway. Killing myself ( or succeeding in my case, but being revived from the death ) then becomes actually quite easy.
Chilling stuff, isn’t it?
Russ I am glad that you didn’t kill yourself. Up to a few weeks ago I used to wake up every morning and think of ways of killing myself. I still sometimes have those thoughts but I really don’t want to die yet. I don’t know why people say it is a Coward’s way out. All I can say it must takes guts to do just that. Love to you Margaret x x x
Russ I am glad that you didn’t kill yourself. Up to a few weeks ago I used to wake up every morning and think of ways of killing myself. I still sometimes have those thoughts but I really don’t want to die yet. I don’t know why people say it is a Coward’s way out. All I can say it must takes guts to do just that. Love to you Margaret x x