It’s 2 years today.., I woke up and walked to get my bike. 
I wonder if I’d been told if I wasn’t careful, I’d have an accident, whether I’d still have gotten on it?
I probably would have.
I mean, you spend your whole childhood ignoring your mum’s pleas to be careful, then your adult life ignoring your wife’s advice too.
My bad decision was knowing that I had an injured left hand that would affect my ability to brake, in a dangerous situation, I still chose to ride my bike at speed down steep alpine mountain roads.
Lesson learnt, good and proper?
You’d think so.
Since that day I’ve crashed at speed on a sitski over a cliff, rolled my arm bike, and almost drowned capsizing an uncapsizable rowing boat.
And relatively speaking, I’m barely out of my hospital bed.
Russ, it’s never too late to change! Please try harder. Love Alwyn