Difficult times for me.
And all so unexpected.
I am going to find everything so much harder now.
Dressing will be severely compromised as I can’t reach down further than the top of my thigh, when lying down,and neither can I roll myself over in bed. Once up, reaching anything to either side will require me to turn my chair first. Performing what I have to do in the loo looks physically and anatomically impossible so I might need a carer to do that. That obviously affects all travel possibilities.

I’ve no reason to feel very satisfied, when I look at it, but haven’t broken just yet.

I think I’ve paid a big price for being upright, although my surgeon is sticking with the ‘ you had no choice ‘ line, and I do trust him.

Oh, and my spasms are back.