But yes, I have changed, I have turned a corner ( tho at this EXACT moment I feel a little down ) and the future looks far brighter.
Not long ago I was in shock all of the time. Every smile was false.
Now, nearly every one is for real.
Seeing people move around quickly and spontaneously would hurt me.
Now I’m accepting it more easily.
I’ve learnt that I will have to accept help all of my life, but that people give it generously, genuinely and readily.
It’s not come quickly, this brain re-wire, but Christ, it’s positive that it has.