I feel tired most of the time and I feel ill.

Instinctively I suspect that it’s psychosomatic, now that I know I have something unpleasant going on inside me, but then I’m not sure, as I am very tired despite doing no exercise at all.

I’ll find out by the end of the week exactly what the latest piece of bad fortune is, and then perhaps it’s upwards from there ( other than the downwards of major surgery and drug regime )
I go into hospital on Monday morning, but maybe only for 2 days.

For now though time is passing even more slowly than usual and I seem less able to concentrate again.