So I cleared my head by pouring myself into admin tasks – all using my phone, as always. Lists of things to do, with stuff checked off that I do. It’s quite effective as a strategy when the shite hits the fan, and makes you realise that all isn’t quite so bad ( well hopefully anyway ).
I actually ended up formulating new plans as a consequence of writing stuff down, which was unexpected, and better than the pre existing plan that I had – for the years to come. My vista does keep changing, for sure, and I do have options to choose from, which is better than having no choice, and far better than no options at all..
I think I’ve decided what’s now ahead of me.