Been thinking about you and your words about your catalogue of unfortunate events. Normally it’s nine lives and bing bong you’re gone, but you my dear, as you say have gone way over that. You have to think about why. Why are you meant to be here? There is a reason and you must dig deep to find it. You are meant to do something, it doesn’t have to be anything monumental or inspirational necessarily, but there is a reason. That means you are a chosen one, use it if you can.
You only needed a cuddly toy on your list and it wouldn’t have looked out of place on a bizarre version of the generation game.