This was my reply –
Normally, it’s whatever it is that woke me up.
Things are VERY different for me now from how they were pre surgery in the summer.
So spasms normally wake me. Today I was very thirsty and reached for water, which I spilt on myself.
I check how long I’ve slept, I check if I’m lying in shit or not.
Then I check if I can reach my phone or not.
Today the first ‘ other thing ‘ I thought about was Beach tickets ( a band ).
My life doesn’t consist any more of a nice sleep and waking with nice thoughts.
My day starts with the practicalities of my condition
Ok with that?