I have to say that all this stuff is really unpleasant.
The operations are pretty awful, the confinement is also not good.

The psychological effects are nasty too.
I’m on so many drugs, and I’m very much aware that I’m thinking differently ( and not in a positive way at all )

See picture of side effects of just the morphine. image

I’ll be glad when this shit is past me.

3 thoughts on “

  1. Change in walking or balance could be good ? Sorry… Feeling dark myself today. Hope the morphine is at least keeping the pain at bay. Each day will be better… Sending love x

  2. Oh Russ, jeezies it does sound awful. I’m so very very sorry that you are in such a state. I do hope things improve.

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