2 am.

My spasms are now regularly worse than they’ve ever been. It’s as though I have a UTI all of the time, but I don’t have one.

The upside is that I cope with them far better than I ever have. I manage to largely kinda ignore them, almost, though at night they do keep me from sleeping, so that’s an obvious problem, as I will eventually suffer the effects of sleep deprivation- though I’m not yet. I do find myself yawning though quite a lot.

I think I’ll naturally get to the point where I’m just so tired that I’ll sleep through them, so I’m not worried.

I do wish I blimmin knew why I had them. My left hamstring is in pretty much constant tremor, to the extent that my leg muscle is already visibly larger.

What a mystery this stuff all is…

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